STOP! AND JUST STAY CALM

You've wasted so much time wondering why people left you. Feelings faded. People will change somehow. So don't expect much from anyone. Focus on yourself first because nobody is going to help you except yourself and don't waste your efforts and time on those people anymore. 

People think I am stronger because of I have been through so many things. 

Truth is, I am not. I am still hurting when everyone is leaving. No matter who they are; close family members, friends, old friends and crush. (Crush?)

Phew! What was happening at school just now really effing bullshit. I just cannot wait to finish this last semester with flying colours and cloud nine -- Leave the bullshit things. EVERYTHING. Except for the certain things that brought tremendous memories to me.

p/s: "There are people who are fall in love like or crush with us, just like that. But, as time goes by, some just stop loving like or crush on us and walk away, just like that." Why am I feeling blue ya deep inside reading this statement? :( Maybe its a true fact nowadays that people come and go from our life; easily.

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS MEGA RAYA OF 2017

Assalamualaikum & salam 1 Malaysia.

Yesterday -- 14 of July, Mega Raya 2017 at SMK Bukit Garam. Me -- one of the upper 6 geography students was having a very good day. Not to forget, it was a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious event for me due to i'd a chance to take pictures with crush, handsome teachers, daddy, the perawans kmk and my beloved comrades. For sure, I am very jubilant that day because mega raya is the only day that you (as a student) for sure against the school rule by bring-ing cellphone to take pictures (then, upload in social medias of yours) and brought karaoke set (that discipline teacher already told not to bring that during the assemble). but, teachers didn't do anything on that day. (ya meh?)

I, once has a camera bah (not mine actually but family's). But there's some technical errors so I decided not to bring it.

Check it out the picturessssss 💖

a scheme lady who promoting herself that she's "SINGLE". lulz

perawans KMK

upper 6 (2) ladies with Cikgu Zaimah (pengajian am teacher)

mata cantik and Cikgu Zaimah

#bestgirlfriend 

#bestboyfriend

#closefriend twinie

junior since SK Kota

#closefriend junior ft adik angkat

favorite teacher ever

handsome junior yg manja ft suka merajuk. lulz

a very cute and caring class monitor & asst. class monitor of upper 6(2)

daddy & kiddoss - Anggerik 2014/15

Cikgu Rudy; a handsome teacher

When i was uploading this picture last night, there's some of my girlfriends that, "eeeeei, jelesnya aku!" "tung ah!" "kau tau ka aku lama sudah minat dan perhati cikgu ni tau. tapi malu mau begambar sama dia." Laugh out loud, ladiessssss! You only live once and the mega raya is the once in a year event (this is our last year in this school), so why not, right? Be brave! :D

Cikgu Nizuan; class teacher during 2012

my kiddo who love to membebel like mommies

friend from the same hometown; Tawau

p/s: actually there's a lot of pics that i want to upload but i do not want to. i think i gotta go now. want to have my late lunch (at 5:18pm). wait! how come aaah we forget to take pic with Cikgu Akmal yesterday?!? :(

p/s/s: I FORGOT TO TAKE AT LEAST A PICTURE WITH MY STUNNING FAVORITE TEACHER, MDM SARRY :'(

Luah rasa abang rock

Kelmarin, classmate aku, abang rock, entah kenapa tiba-tiba meluah dengan aku. Dia kata, "Yu, kau tau ka lelaki dan perempuan ni nda boleh rapat sebab lama-lama akan jadi suka. Tidak kira dari lelaki tu duluan atau perempuan." Ayat klise. Ya, tersangat. Aku tanya balik dia soalan maut, "jadi selama ni kau pernah tertangkap suka dengan twinnie ku lah ni kan?" Dia diam sambil senyum. Lama dia begitu, "ya, dulu. tapi sebab aku sayang dia dan orang lain tackle dia lebih dulu dari aku, aku cuba untuk anggap dia sebagai kawan rapat seja."

Kadang, ada betulnya juga apa yang dia cakap tu -- "lelaki dan perempuan tu nda boleh jadi kawan rapat." Sebab aku juga pernah banyak kali terjebak dengan benda alah tu. Cumanya aku pernah tersuka dengan kawan rapat sendiri satu kali, angry bird namanya. Aku tidak pernah confess perasaan gila tu sampai sekarang. Wonder why? Aku sayang friendship aku dengan dia. Perasaan itu juga boleh dikawal. 

Guess what? Pemerhatianku selama ni betul pasal abang rock -- dia lembut hati tapi entah kenapa dia tutup kelemahan dia tu dengan bersikap ganas dan kasar. Malahan berlagak kuat dengan bergaduh (sebelum masuk form 6. aku tahu benda ni sebab sekolah kami dekat waktu aliran perdana) dengan orang lain untuk tidak menampakkan orang lain kelemahan dirinya yang dulunya pernah dibuli. Abang rock tipikal manusia yang sukar untuk dijangka kata-katanya sebab bila bercakap kadangnya kosong. Ya -- KOSONG! Tapi bila dipandang dan diperhatikan, perbezaan reaksi mukanya boleh dibaca; waktu bila dia menipu dan waktu bila dia bercakap benar.

p/s: Abang rock patut lebihkan masa depannya sendiri berbanding dengan orang lain. Kedengaran selfish? Ya, kadangnya hidup di dunia ini perlu selfish untuk perkara-perkara tertentu; masa depan sendiri.