27 Jan 2018

Kesepian yang berbalas dengan kejayaan



Seperti mimpi. Aku kembali lagi ke tempat ini --- 
sunyi --- 
sepi ---
penuh sesak di jiwa, namun, harus ditempuh demi ilmu untuk menjadi insan berguna. 

Harus kuat.

Demi keluarga dan diri sendiri,
tempuh pancaroba.

Semoga hati jiwa dan raga kekal kuat
hadapi dunia kejam yang bertopeng kebaikan.




2018: Akan datang semester baru - Semester dua. Diploma Pendidikan Awal Kanak-Kanak. Semoga tercapai dengan jayanya menjadi seorang pendidik.





AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN.


8 Jan 2018

Mimpi celaka

Mimpi celaka yang tidak menyenangkan itu datang lagi. Aku benci takut marah kecewa. Aku tidak mahu mimpi celaka itu beertukar menjadi realiti ngeri yang menyesakkan nafas pada realiti, nanti. Entah pada siapa perlu dikongsi dan entah kenapa perlu datang kembali mimpi seperti itu pada kondisi yang boleh dikata dalam separa sedar. Ya aku sedar waktu mimpi itu berlangsung "live" dalam dunia minda. Mohon tiada apa-apa yang buruk berlaku. Amin.



13 Sep 2017

STPM S3 just around the corner




I am quit from form 6.

Ya, I know some of you might say, "bodoh. alang-alang sudah tinggal 57 hari lagi seja." First of all, thanks for your 'supported bodoh word' and for those who are back-stabbing me -- Hey bad-mouth! shut the shit up and mind your own frecking poor life! 

I knew it "sayangnya. alang-alang sudah.." Me, myself felt the same way too, but, hey, I dont want to regret anything from form 6 when I got nothing in a year and half later. I dont want to repeat the same mistake I did when I was form 4 when the others said, "Try seja." but my parents said, "follow your heart". Hey, this is about FUTURE already.. 

A VERY BIG NO "GIVE IT A TRY" when you knew your limit and you can't do it. 
Am I right?

To be honest, I dont need others opinions when my parents already said, "Just go before Yu regret it next year when Yu can't achieve what Yu wants to be in the other day."

A very big thanks to those who are supporting me even I knew deep down you guys felt frustrated too about my decision. I'm not planned about this - at all. Pretty sorry to my lects too. Thanks for everything.

These are messages from my classmates, bestie, juniors and cousin. Touched.  Thanks guys, you really made my day.











p/s: Success is the best revenge. 💪💪