8 Jan 2018

Mimpi celaka

Mimpi celaka yang tidak menyenangkan itu datang lagi. Aku benci takut marah kecewa. Aku tidak mahu mimpi celaka itu beertukar menjadi realiti ngeri yang menyesakkan nafas pada realiti, nanti. Entah pada siapa perlu dikongsi dan entah kenapa perlu datang kembali mimpi seperti itu pada kondisi yang boleh dikata dalam separa sedar. Ya aku sedar waktu mimpi itu berlangsung "live" dalam dunia minda. Mohon tiada apa-apa yang buruk berlaku. Amin.

13 Sep 2017

STPM S3 just around the corner

I am quit from form 6.

Ya, I know some of you might say, "bodoh. alang-alang sudah tinggal 57 hari lagi seja." First of all, thanks for your 'supported bodoh word' and for those who are back-stabbing me -- Hey bad-mouth! shut the shit up and mind your own frecking poor life! 

I knew it "sayangnya. alang-alang sudah.." Me, myself felt the same way too, but, hey, I dont want to regret anything from form 6 when I got nothing in a year and half later. I dont want to repeat the same mistake I did when I was form 4 when the others said, "Try seja." but my parents said, "follow your heart". Hey, this is about FUTURE already.. 

A VERY BIG NO "GIVE IT A TRY" when you knew your limit and you can't do it. 
Am I right?

To be honest, I dont need others opinions when my parents already said, "Just go before Yu regret it next year when Yu can't achieve what Yu wants to be in the other day."

A very big thanks to those who are supporting me even I knew deep down you guys felt frustrated too about my decision. I'm not planned about this - at all. Pretty sorry to my lects too. Thanks for everything.

These are messages from my classmates, bestie, juniors and cousin. Touched.  Thanks guys, you really made my day.

p/s: Success is the best revenge. 💪💪

17 Ogo 2017


Last couple weeks, I'd asked my classmates; men, a very simple question. Plus, one of them is my ex-crush. Lol! I asked them personally,

"what's the definition of pretty from your point of view?"

I got various answers from them:

  • Pak Dollah: Just be yourself and you'll be pretty the way you are.
  • Kiddo: Pretty is everything about simple. Eg: Not wearing too much make-up.
  • Mata Cantik: Pretty is everything. Eventho when she's gone mad, you as a her boyfriend still wearing a smile on your face bcus she looks cute when mad.
  • Mr H: Pretty is a woman who has a pretty face. A look is the priority things for me. Then, their attitude. And I can act handsome in front of them especially my girlfriend bcus she's pretty.
  • Mr Pilot: Pretty is a subjective words. But, from my point of view, pretty is when someone has pretty soul. Pretty face without having a pretty soul is nothing.