17 Ogo 2017

P R E T T Y part I

Last couple weeks, I'd asked four of my classmates; men, a very simple question. Plus, one of them is my ex-crush. Lol! I asked them personally,

"what's the definition of pretty from your point of view?"

I got various answers from them:

  • Pak Dollah: Just be yourself and you'll be pretty the way you are.
  • Kiddo: Pretty is everything about simple. Eg: Not wearing too much make-up.
  • Mata Cantik: Pretty is everything. Eventho when she's gone mad, you as a her boyfriend still wearing a smile on your face bcus she looks cute when mad.
  • Mr H: Pretty is a woman who has a pretty face. A look is the priority things for me. Then, their attitude. And I can act handsome in front of them especially my girlfriend bcus she's pretty. 

p/s: I'll make sure to continue this entry in the future with "P R E T T Y part II" after I asked the same question from people that I close the most -- one of them is, "Angry Bird". 

10 Ogo 2017

Sakit itu ujian dari Dia

GWS, my Muchkin'

Manusia memang tidak pernah lepas daripada ujian hidup. Salah satunya sakit. Semoga Allah senantiasa melindungi keluarga aku dari segala sakit yang bahaya, Muchkin' dan kening cantik sembuh -- Amin ya Rabb.

p/s: "Allah usik hati kita dengan ujian. Sebenarnya Dia rindu dengan kita. Dia rindu dengan suara kita untuk menyebut 'Ya Allah'." Aku mohon untuk sekali ini, jangan ditimpa aku dan keluarga aku ujian yang besar kerna kami tidak kuat ya Allah. Amin ya Rabb.

19 Jul 2017


You've wasted so much time wondering why people left you. Feelings faded. People will change somehow. So don't expect much from anyone. Focus on yourself first because nobody is going to help you except yourself and don't waste your efforts and time on those people anymore. 

People think I am stronger because of I have been through so many things. 

Truth is, I am not. I am still hurting when everyone is leaving. No matter who they are; close family members, friends, old friends and crush. (Crush?)

Phew! What was happening at school just now really effing bullshit. I just cannot wait to finish this last semester with flying colours and cloud nine -- Leave the bullshit things. EVERYTHING. Except for the certain things that brought tremendous memories to me.

p/s: "There are people who are fall in love like or crush with us, just like that. But, as time goes by, some just stop loving like or crush on us and walk away, just like that." Why am I feeling blue ya deep inside reading this statement? :( Maybe its a true fact nowadays that people come and go from our life; easily.