17 Mac 2017

today was a fairytale

why on earth today was so-called-a-fairytale? because we are; pre-university students will have nine days of break from school stuff. even though my class will have an extra classes from tomorrow until thursday for two subjects; pengajian am and geography, it's okay. as long as i still can take a beauty rest from every single things for three more days.

next, him; my close boy friend. that "oh, damn! he looks so damn good with his new dope hair style" face when your close boy friend is having a new hair cut. and you can't stop your lunatic eyes from looking at his hair (just his hair hokey, HAHAHAH!)

but, you do not let him know the truth that you were freaking excited (like you the one that having that new hair) about his. then, you just said, "nice hair bruh" without showing the real emotion. Lulz!

but, talk to be honest, he looks cute oh with that style.

*shy shy*


p/s/s: the other reason why today was a fairytale to me because i'd a chance to talk and walked together with him like we used to. to be honest, i dont know why, im jubilant that we still close like before. for sure im gay about that fact because (i dont know whats wrong with my bullshit instict) i just felt like this one chick want to take my close friend away from me! -.- argh! i knew it that he is not belong to me but hey, i know him first than you oh!! :(

p/s/s/s: okay, stop. happy holiday students. assalamualaikum, take a good care of yourself while enjoying your holiday.


much love,
A. Cosgen

10 Mac 2017

our friendship

assalamualaikum, hello and good night (or i should say, midnight; its 11:38pm now). 

its raining like cats and dogs out there since a couple days ago. now, its freaking cold bruh at kinabatangan (somewhere at sabah)! actually, i do have a lot to say this moment but its almost 12 and i have an extra freaking class tomorrow to finish our assignments as pre-university students.

so, as to why i am updating my blogger right now because i want to share my precious moment; i've met my friend that i know from facebook and a writer in blogger too (when i was 14, i asked her to help me edited mine). i still can't believed it that i have a chance to meet her. she is pretty actually than i ever saw her picture in facebook. i met her at perpustakaan tawau, 4th of march if im not mistaken the date. yeah i know its last week but, a little throw back wont hurt, right?

that budak kecil

p/s: after this, i hope i can meet laila and zani too.